Ok my mind is in a big mess...

It always occurred to me that people are not just what they show us. Of course, I refused to accept this fact... and stubbornly believed that I've seen all of them.

If superhuman power exists and I have the choice of learning one, I would like to have an omniscient presence. Although I befriend and interact with many people, the stuff I see are mostly the tip of an iceberg. After reading their blogs, I feel left out from the worlds they share with one another. If only the world were a Super Robot Wars game... I'll be able to flip and read all dialogues and actions of all people like a book.

Yang often jokingly says that I'm made up of wires and cables. I don't doubt that... it is debatable but still, I'll leave it as it is. If I don't work hard at organizing my thoughts, then the people I've known will be mere data samples... for my research. -evil laughter with lightning and thunder-

Directed thoughts:

Yang - Thank you for being with me so far, in mind and spirit. I know I shouldn't flatter you that much, which is why I'm not doing it at all. You rock, period. I just enjoy being with you.
Item: Four-Leaf Clover Windmill thingy (+50 to Will each turn, unknown status boost effects)

Wee Siong - You're a great friend to have. Even though most of the times, you're with your games... They're great games, really. However, I desire more of you... I'm greedy, I know. Hope we get more free time to play DS with one another~ FALCON PUNCH! lol.
Item: Blue Speakers (dmg 4500, -20 Will), Red Speakers (heals 2000 hp)

Kai Wei - I'm not a good brother. I don't even know what friends you make nowadays. Nevertheless, I'm glad that we still have LOTS to talk about! Look forward to talking with you...
Item: Bruce Lee attire (+1000 to ATK and DEF power)

Kenneth - My suona senior. Suona is a lonely instrument to play in NPCO. (hehe) Thanks for showing me how to properly play a suona and spending time in practices. And also, many other things.
Item: Uber-Micro (able to make 3 attacks per turn)

Ferren - Potentially strict parent. Just kidding =D You're a really caring person... and a brave one at that, I guess.
Item: White knot (Unknown ability)

Yihong - We came out from Rulang Prison together... ever since, you went your path, while I went mine. I adore our differences and similarities, and I kind of admire you.
Item: Basketball of Friendship (User's party gains +10% armour and +30% evade)

Rest of you - I love all of you. My love doesn't come cheap, though I simply dislike hating someone. Whether I exist in your minds or not, please burn with passion in life for whatever you are aiming for and don't give up when a wall or trap arrives!

Easily the most direct post I've written. And why do I still feel confused after writing all these?