Wednesday, April 25, 2007

12:42 am

Nightmare?

Towards the end of my 3 hour nap today, there was this dream. First, I'm using my notebook computer. Second, I'm in someone else's house, and I've made a mistake (offended someone I think). A car pulled up at the entrance, and the girlfriend I never had came in to talk to me.

"Your mom wants you to go home, NOW."

I obediently packed up my stuff and followed her to the entrance, which turned into the corridor of an HDB flat. She smiled as me as I gave her a ballpoint pen, then wished me luck. I turned to walk towards the parapet and realized I'm in the corridor of my first home in Jurong West, except the dimensions are widened a little, to the point that it looked like an old warehouse.

"You fool, go take the back entrance."

I realized the back entrance was where I saw the car pulling up. Why the back entrance? I wondered. Isn't there a front?

"They are waiting for you there at the back entrance. To club you to death."

I somehow knew from my heart that she was talking about some gang I unwittingly offended. Shucks... sounds like I'm breakfast. Isn't there any other way out of this building?

"Yup, there is. 14th storey. Take care!"

I bid my farewell and left, equipped with my backpack which only made it more difficult to escape from the building. I went down to the 14th storey by sticking myself to the walls of the stairwell. I noticed someone pulling closer. With fear, I continued my "spider crawl" and watched out for an opportunity to attack the person. Then my eyes opened in reflex, to find myself in the bed, safe and sound.

A random dream indeed, but it summarized the dreams I had at the various important points of time throughout my life, and always symbolized something. Such dreams always revolved around a huge building that could change in architecture, as if a being in a higher dimension is re-arranging the maze construct of the building.

What did this symbolize?

"Infoquake" is getting juicy. I finished reading the chapter that described Natch's past... Somehow I could even relate to Jara and Horvil.

Did I do anything wrong today? -falls on the ground asleep, like a dead person-

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...A dark alley...

Upon turning into this alley from the busy streets, you realize that this area is totally void of light from the streetlamps and noise from the roads. You see a man in crumpled clothing. He wears a torn straw hat.
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best viewed in 1024 X 768 resolution. a brief history about the author pertaining to the theme of shadow of transcendence. it came about in the wee hours of the early morning while being whisked away into memories of the past etched deep within the mind. bittersweetness that tingled the tastebuds of her emotions and feelings, the only way out for true liberation from this reality is what is behind the shadow of transcendence; suicide. the taste of iron-rust blood coiled with the lingering bittersweetness is the only contemplation of which the simplicity of life has to offer in exchange for the shadow of transcendence. made in the heavens through one creator, an angel borne to serve man; fell from where it belonged to earth where its purity shadowed by boredom and nohing better to do.


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