::: a dark alley :::

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

10:26 pm

Day of Indulgence

Today is one of the many days of indulgence in my life. In the morning, I woke up to cheer and shed tears for fictional people in a Nintendo DS game named Osu! Tatakae! Ouendan!. In the afternoon, I played three prologue stages in my long awaited PS2 game, Namco x Capcom. Finally, I watched Spiderman 3.

It is also the day I felt no emotion for RL characters. Suddenly, I hate myself for being so self-centered.

I will like to share something I saw in Infoquake.

"We're slaves, Natch. We're all slaves to want. Want. It drives the world! It moves mountains; it swallows cultures! You see it, don't you, Natch? Want is everywhere. It's in people. It's in programming. In politics. In nature. The universe just won't stay still. It wants to move; even its smallest particles want to be in motion.

"Take bio/logics. Aren't bio/logic programs in a natural state of incompleteness? We release version 1.0 of a program, and inevitably it is imperfect. Version 1.0s want a version 2.0, don't they? They practically beg for it. You toil for months on a version 2.0, and you've still barely tapped into its bottomless reservoir of want. Version 2.0 wants a version 3, version 3.0 wants a version 4, and so on and on and on and on and on - forever!"

Copyright (c) 2006 by David Louis Edelman

Did I do anything wrong today? -blank stare-

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::::::::::[Derf Shaya]::::::::

...A dark alley...

Upon turning into this ~~alley~~ from the busy streets, you realize that this area is totally ~~void~~ of light from the streetlamps and noise from the roads. You see a man in crumpled clothing. He wears a torn straw hat.
(Copyright 2005, Derf Shaya)

shadowy wishes

become a sharp programmer
be able to write stories
train up to be strong
be healthy

shadowy eyes

XKCD

shadowy figures

Anison Dream - JAM on!
Kai Wei
夢見る冒険者
聖なるレイナ降臨
若い詩人の歌
普通にはそんなことって…
君と巡り合いたいわ
Yang
Sho-kun
Jian Zhou
Jun Yuan
Amanda
Chrispin
Krystle
sweix
Ze Kai
Jing Yuan
Boon Ling
Kang Wei
-Pow-

shadow links

blogger
tag-board

shadow stages

NarutoMUD - 12 (Student)

-声で遊ぶコミュニティ-

make some sense

Layout designer's notes...

best viewed in 1024 X 768 resolution. a brief history about the author pertaining to the theme of shadow of transcendence. it came about in the wee hours of the early morning while being whisked away into memories of the past etched deep within the mind. bittersweetness that tingled the tastebuds of her emotions and feelings, the only way out for true liberation from this reality is what is behind the shadow of transcendence; suicide. the taste of iron-rust blood coiled with the lingering bittersweetness is the only contemplation of which the simplicity of life has to offer in exchange for the shadow of transcendence. made in the heavens through one creator, an angel borne to serve man; fell from where it belonged to earth where its purity shadowed by boredom and nohing better to do.