::: a dark alley :::

Monday, November 19, 2007

11:32 am

Need to get it off my chest

I'm going to write it in a short, Singaporean style so people can understand.

R4DS got swept off the face of Earth. Well I mean, from Sim Lim Square.

Just as I wanted to get into homebrew programming, this happened.

Neh mind.

I blurted "Police are -insert profanity-". Oa382Dsjfk (name obscured on hindsight) snapped back at me for 'blaming the police just because something illegal is no longer available for sale'.

Neh mind.

That was not what I intended! I did not want to blame the police. Why is it that expressing my emotions in a few words causes so many problems?

My mouth is not TV.
It's only between you and me.
-Derf Shaya

Understand this, please. I wasn't angry or what. It wasn't even a spike in adrenaline levels, at least until you said your stuff. I hate being maligned. I mean, all of you get to scold others as you please, and I can't even say a teeny-weeny politically incorrect phrase?! I understand, I understand. All of you bear the badge of Thinkpol¹ and the privileges that come with it.

All Singaporeans are equal. But people with Goodthink are more equal than others.
-wth?!

Wait. People with Goodthink? No, I think it is "People who enforce Goodthink". There has to be some benefits given to them, since there are so many of them around. This concept has a name in social psychology, though I forgot what it is already.

Whatever. You guys get to moan, curse, swear and complain. I don't. I do not deserve it. Nobody allows me too. I'm supposed to be the Kleenex^TM fella or something. NEXT.

NEH MIND.

He began to talk about companies losing money because of people like us and other similar crap. Whatever. Nobody thinks for the programmers. There are always only the criminals and the moneymakers. Police and thief. Government and rebels. Rightists and Leftists. Nobody looks at the people who want to create, not for the mere purpose of making money.

Because they do not exist. -Thinkpol SG

I really don't know where to start, if I were to explain. Heck care. Can't be arsed. Let them figure out themselves...

¹Thinkpol means "Thought Police" in Newspeak. From George Orwell's novel Nineteen Eighty-Four

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::::::::::[Derf Shaya]::::::::

...A dark alley...

Upon turning into this ~~alley~~ from the busy streets, you realize that this area is totally ~~void~~ of light from the streetlamps and noise from the roads. You see a man in crumpled clothing. He wears a torn straw hat.
(Copyright 2005, Derf Shaya)

shadowy wishes

become a sharp programmer
be able to write stories
train up to be strong
be healthy

shadowy eyes

XKCD

shadowy figures

Anison Dream - JAM on!
Kai Wei
夢見る冒険者
聖なるレイナ降臨
若い詩人の歌
普通にはそんなことって…
君と巡り合いたいわ
Yang
Sho-kun
Jian Zhou
Jun Yuan
Amanda
Chrispin
Krystle
sweix
Ze Kai
Jing Yuan
Boon Ling
Kang Wei
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blogger
tag-board

shadow stages

NarutoMUD - 12 (Student)

-声で遊ぶコミュニティ-

make some sense

Layout designer's notes...

best viewed in 1024 X 768 resolution. a brief history about the author pertaining to the theme of shadow of transcendence. it came about in the wee hours of the early morning while being whisked away into memories of the past etched deep within the mind. bittersweetness that tingled the tastebuds of her emotions and feelings, the only way out for true liberation from this reality is what is behind the shadow of transcendence; suicide. the taste of iron-rust blood coiled with the lingering bittersweetness is the only contemplation of which the simplicity of life has to offer in exchange for the shadow of transcendence. made in the heavens through one creator, an angel borne to serve man; fell from where it belonged to earth where its purity shadowed by boredom and nohing better to do.